I don't even know where to start writing. This blog was meant to be about my Masters journey, but because I am a person, All facets of my life are part of this journey. It took me a lot to actually verbalise to Obie this morning that I had allowed parts of my life to stand still. The more I tried to concentrate on this masters, the more I feel like I let all the other balls I was juggling fall to the wayside. I lived the whole of 2014 parallel to my real life. By September I already felt like I was not a good mother to my son, I was not a good wife to Obie, I was not a good daughter to my parents. I mean HELLLOOOOO!! Everyone wanted a piece of me. I wasn't attending church as regularly, I couldn't even sort out the appointment with the priest for Obs and I's marriage counselling classes. Yho! it's tough! The house is a mess, ok at least one room is a No Go zone, hehehe I should put up a sign that says, enter at own risk. lol! My friend Rose wanted to visit yesterday, besides the fact that we had to go the mall, I was panicking about the state of the lounge, #HandsonFace. Here I am approaching another September and nowhere near finishing. Instead, I have a bun in the oven, OMW! Really person do you not plan your life... The good thing that is happening in my life is I am signing to soon become Mrs Mudau officially. I already have the diamond ring. I am so in love right now, I feel like saying I love you honey any chance I get, and of course Obie has observed this, lol. As much as my life is running around in circles, I still love it and wouldn't trade it off for anything. Thank you dear Father God for bringing me back to earth and reminding me that I do not control the world, my motto at high school was" the world is in my hands", lol (As small as they are, as Mr Jackson would remind me). I will finish this M. but no matter how long it takes it is a journey that has a lot of learning curves to it...

2015 ... what do you stand for?

Today is Friday, I have already been at work for a full week. Well, work wise there's really nothing to do. I have been trying to re-read and update my chapter. Not much luck. I'm so sleepy, so tired.and here I am hoping to submit next month. Yho! My mind is on overdrive, there's so much planning and thinking going on. I need to find a paying job soon, and the little voice inside me just says, Get your M. So 2015, is 20-feeling, feeling good, letting go of past hurdles. Allowing my past experiences and struggles to lead me to a beautiful "placement". Amen!